She found me

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do not know when to start, I changed the fall, is no longer the past that have motivated the crowd among the best, all among the best [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], become arbitrary, do not want to focus on any thing of they are vagrants, quiet day in the virtual network, a game with those vague to allow myself to forget the existence of time so that they are not clear, once awake I went back to remind me a lot about me and her all in all.

Maybe I was like I said, I am not afford to lose, especially feelings, but her feelings this time I lost. I lost a very thorough, black and blue to lose, I lose all there is no vice. Perhaps because of this lose, I will lose much more than these, will be her, our happiness, my everything, career [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], family, learning, life, life goals and so on. . . . .

I do not know that God is not really there? Net, as usual that day I was soaked in my network to anesthesia. Just then my phone has the same quiet but also unable to bear the loneliness, rang. Is information. She sent. I thought I was dreaming, this is our break up six months, the first contact. I am happy not working. Let me look sober. Under the net, went straight home, do everything, and she quietly sent messages. I hope this is something that do not know how long, and Oh [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], today was finally here.

Oh ~ ~ ~ Maybe the time is not very long, but I am very satisfied, because it is because a few messages, and open long since I had my doubts, not the other, just like her now Kuang, she was very happy, also very good, smooth, emotional stability. This city I most want to know. Had also to separate these, many children say I am silly. Stupid? Maybe. . .

Oh, I dare not tell her how much I think she did not dare tell her, I separate what happened to her all that I dare not let her know I want her to come back, perhaps afraid to reject it . Do not know when I've become very happy if the weak, I am now even the courage to face the grief did not. I will just silently bless her, I do not want to disturb her in everything.

I am very satisfied, because she is looking for me.